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[triphop_femme]

i don't want to work 10-13 hour shifts every fucking day. i don't want to stand on my feet for the rest of my life. and i sure as fuck don't want to feel like this.

everything i'm doing, i'm fucking doing for myself. and you're right. i'm about at that point where i'm hating you rather than the other. i hate you.

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. probably just as much as i fucking love you. you piece of shit. hear me? PIECE OF SHIT.

i want you to see how amazing of a person i am. how amazing of a person i'm still about to become. just get me over this god damn fucking hill, please. i want to see the other side of things so badly right now. so fucking badly. but i can't. because you are fucking blocking MY GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING PATH.

i will say it as many times as i have to until i begin to believe it.


I HATE YOU. with all of my fucking heart. fuck you for coming into my life. and fuck you for leaving it they way that you have. don't worry. i'll fix things. just like i always have. i don't want to, but i will. because it's in my nature to get up and move on. that's what i do. i move on. from one to another, to another to another.

i should have listened to that mother fucker before he put a bullet through his god damn head. he knows shit i STILL don't understand. and he's dead.


FUCK YOU.

[Pinguina626]

:(:flowers:

[Bufferkiller]

:(

[biggin_junglism]

keep ya head up.

[hoppy]

Does this mean Meg's "available"?

How YOU doin'?

[TrancyGirl]

:(:(

[triphop_femme]

Does this mean Meg's "available"?

How YOU doin'?


this doesn't mean anything.

and i'm never available. never have been, and probably never will be.

[vapor]

and i'm never available. never have been, and probably never will be.

Well, there went my fantasy... :(

[triphop_femme]

you can still have your fantasies. i think they're one of the things that get us through most of this bullshit.

[hoppy]

*acts like he's listening

this doesn't mean anything.

Wow.

and i'm never available.

Really?

never have been,

Uh huh.

and probably never will be.

Yeah, that's interesting.

So, what's your sign?

[triphop_femme]

okay. so in internet world, that was kind of cute. i'll give you one of these:

:kiss:

but that's it.

[Jesse James]

I still love ya Meg!

:p

[Bufferkiller]

I still love ya Meg!

:p

I love her more!:mad:

[triphop_femme]

thanks guys. :) i love me too. ;)

<3

[catch-22]

i was sad for you when i read this, then hoppy made me laugh, and now i am all like "awwww," with the fighting over your love.


good times.

but i am sorry for the shite.

[triphop_femme]

thanks. but it's okay. it's life, and we all have to deal with it. i felt a little better after the rant.

what happens after anger? acceptance? :-/

[Bufferkiller]

thanks. but it's okay. it's life, and we all have to deal with it. i felt a little better after the rant.

what happens after anger? acceptance? :-/

I think Miller Lite and a menthol. :)



Speaking of which. The other night my wife (I never thought saying that would be so much fun!) and I came home from work. It was around 9:30 or 10. I turned on the TV and it was on CMT. If you know us, you know that channel is forbidden. Then last night I went to get some lemons from the crisper and it was full of Miller Lite.

I think my brother stopped by while we were at work and watched tv for a bit and filled our fridge with beer. He's pretty fucking awesome.

[TrancyGirl]

that is one awesome brother- send him my way.

[Bufferkiller]

You met him! Brent. Not a lot of people on here have had the privilege of meeting the great Brentman. You did, though!!:runaway:!

[TrancyGirl]

I know I met him- he was cool.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v320/TrancyGirrl/buffer%20bday/bufferparty019.jpg

but my brother doesn't come over and leave me beer- so you need to share his brotherliness.

[hoppy]

okay. so in internet world, that was kind of cute. i'll give you one of these:

:kiss:

but that's it.

"Internet action" from Meg?

http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b366/jess8456/quagmire.jpg