im looking at you

[kitty30132]

while twirling around in a circle, i lose myself
i lose site of everything that surrounds me
i lose track of time and i become part of the illusion

when i stop, i lose my balance and i fall to the ground
and still, everything continues to spin
even though i have stopped
the illusion has not

i get nauseous and become whole again
and feel lost
that is me
thats how my life feels

sometimes, i just want to throw up
i want to through up my life
my congestion
the torment
i want to purge life out of me
and make the spinning stop

[tripeboi]

Mom!!
Kitty Is Looking At Me!!!!!!!!