hesitate

[dr00]

solace in security, but
broken and faultered.

calm confusion--
a nervous habit.

long for conclusions
but ignore intent without
form.

wait.
over.

silence continues,
frustrations arise.

posthumous deliberations
and nothing accomplished
again.

[kitty30132]

hah, so you have it to :p

[dr00]

lmao. i was just replying to your other one how i just posted about the same thing
it's really great that you knew what i was talking about. usually i (intentionally) make them so vague it's just a smattering of words on a moniter and noone ever really understands it.

it's odd/comforting/pleasently surprising when someone gets my eginmatic side

[kitty30132]

lol uh oh...i think we got a connection :runaway: ;)

[dr00]

:runaway:


i always feel bad if i can relate to someone for things like this though... i don't want people experiencing some of the problems i do.
but then i think... it really could be worse, and go against my intrinsic belief that all things work out equally because highs and lows are just in comparison to each other.

maybe the experience isn't enough. i just need a center.

i wish i could trade places with people. my problems must seem so trivial to others while others' problems seem so trivial to me. but maybe that is my center. of all the problems i shrug off, this is what keeps me from floating away....



/rambling

[kitty30132]

i think thats half the battle in life. being happy and content where you are and that this is where you are suppose to be. dont try to remove yourself, though most of us ask to be at one time or another. i know that i have. and i also believe that when someone has it bad you have it good, and the other way around. thats why being kind is the key to our existence. we help the people who are down, because we.'ve been their and can relate. life is in up and down battle. sometimes we need help from other people to keep us afloat

[dr00]

;/




You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to kitty30132 again.