the fantasy thats no fantasy at all

[kitty30132]

only in the back of my mind, i hear it knocking
making several different rhymes and complications
it always starts off with a fantasy
and then i see the exhaustion that this path has taken me
and then i fear for my life and for my youth

i want to know the greatness,all the joy it could bring
but their are so many strings
that i might get tangled in
i just dont think i can do it
and still get what i want
and to make it, make sense

its comfortable which is something that is to sweet to me in my nature
i need comfort
but that cant be all that love is
my dying need for comfort
i cant allow it to end my dreams

i would have comfort and demands
i would have luxury and grand vacations
but you would be retired by the time i had my college education
and then what would have been the point
youd want me to be around
to be retired with you
after all of that work
geared toward my dreams
i wouldnt even use it
i wouldnt have to work
my youth would have been wasted
keeping house and raising children
and to never have any of my own

[dr00]

aaaahh i love and hate this at the same time.


cos i can relate. ;/
oddly enough, the one i just posted is about this x/

[kitty30132]

oh shit... :x
does yours want to take you to paris? lol

[dr00]

lol, i've already been to paris.



............;/

[kitty30132]

lol

[dr00]

i even got lost.
and got complimented on my super baggy rave pants that i used to wear in hs.
and spent the night and some lady's appartment (bownt chicka wow wow)
with her two sons. (bo- no no. stop)
we played goldeneye on the n64 all night. in japanese.

lol.

i got to see jim morrison's grave. it was kind of depressing, but the rest of it was cool. and MOST FUCKING AMAZING CREPES EVAR.



and some girl cussed me out at mcdonald's.
it was awesome.


damn, i need to go back ;(

[kitty30132]

lol, you could hook up with this guy j/k.
sounds like an adventure

[dr00]

indeed.


and i'm fine by myself for now ;P